Life so far ~

I didnt update my blog for damn agesssssss ~ bcoz I'm currently gathering all the info of my life

and BAM at once ~ ^^ plus today is such a special day (29th Feb)

I was invited to 2-3 of interviews recently ~ well bcoz of unis and jobx

well last friday was invited to have an interview with London College Of Fashion  

I know it is BIG, at first I was kindna excited but after stepping into their building and talk to the tutors

LCF is not as glamorous as I thought it will be, but yes this uni does have a very good reputation ...

if I do get an offer for this uni, I will still go for it

how did the interview went ?

swear down being honest : it was very smooth sailing, I arrived there at 2.30p.m and my interview time was 5.30 p.m ~ I know right mad crazy ~ so when the high fashionable human beings went in there before me, when they came out, I asked "how was it ?", most of them said "BAD ! they are soooooo moody ~"

I was like @.@ *gulp* seriously .... man they look well experienced than me plus they are so darn "outside the box" FASHIONABLE ~ if they said is bad .... then means I'm in a shit hole level .....

so when is my turn ~ I talked about my work, my work experienced so far ~ they did smile and they like my designs, quirky ideas, illustration .... but will they offer me ? I have no idea ~ I dun wanna think so much anymore ~ 

SO, now I've already left Traid and will be doing an intership at the Saatchi Gallery. YES ~ humazzzz I've got accepted ~ nyeh heh heh ~ if u lot read my previous post then u know what I'm talking about ~

I went to the induction day today ~ I think it will be kindna of a boring job lolx ~ but I've decided to join tour, means will be the tour guide coz I think it will be good chance for me to build up my confidence to talk to the crowd and understand the deep meaning of the art piece ~

 tmr will be my first day working at the gallery ~ kindna nervous and excited ~~ 

I've never put myself in such high professional well respected working environment ~~~

T^T I'm scared ~ aikzzz see first see first ~ need to relax ~ lolx !

my shift days kindna beh shiok coz is at Thursday/Saturday/ Sunday ~

BUT NVM !!! at april ~ I can send them an email to reorganise the day for Monday/Tuesday/Wednesday

then I can go clubbing at Cambridge at Thursday with my babes Yunny & Chloe during the easter holidays , nyeh heh heh heh !!!! plus Chloe said Thursday night is international night ~ so there will be japs and koreans there !! huhuhuhuhuhu ~

ahyaaaa but who am I kidding ~ ofcoz there will be bunch of korean and japanese or hong ki gals there ~ and they are always one word major "SOK" .... they wont look at me de laaaaa, meh dun wanna think so much, I wanna have fun ~~~ I'm 21 and I haven't break my clubbing virginity lolx !

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So I've bought a 59fifty cap ~ and I seriously have no idea that 59fifty is a branded thing for caps ~ lolx !! one time when I was finish working at TRAID then I passed by a shop that sells the caps that I'm looking for, I was planning to buy a plain black cap and my budget I will be giving will be £10, a plain black cap wont be that pricey right, the style I want is the 59fifty but that time I dunno what the hell is 59fifty and I dont know that 59fifty is pricey ~ but they didnt sell the plain black caps, then I saw a black cap with a silver crown at the middle and they did sell the gold one, but my head is too big it cant fit,so I bought the silver one instead,  RRP is £30 but the seller said he will give me discount and sell me for £20 ~ I wasn't THAT convinced and I thought to myself "cheh ~ he might put the price tag on £30, then maybe is £15 but he sell £20 to me." but I still bought it in the end, coz I wanna stylize a cap to bring some a bit of hip hop korean fashion into my millineries collection, yes i <3 hats !

but when I got home and check I WAS LIKE HOHOHOHO !!! seriously is a damn good deal !!! 

a plain black cap like this, is £20 !! my cap has a silver crown at the middle and I got it for £20 ~

cap like these ~ £25 !! .... I did saw it at the shop but I seriously dun like it ....

this star wars version cap cost over £100 ... madness !

and then if there's like leng leng a bit arrr ~ got accessory or graphic on arrrr it cost £28 ... ZzZZZzz

I like mine now ~ very much and yes I got a good deal, nyeh heh heh !

 my first time to have such heavy make up ~

fake upper/bottem eyelashes

dark brown eyeshadow

red lipstick 

this is so dosen't look like me at all 

that's the powerful thing about make up, they can cover the major flaws of you until you will forget about your own natural beauty and you will just lose ur confidence without make up  ~

 

my camwhore moments :

I add the mo mo teddy bear ears and the studded band meself ~

oh the next post will be something interesting ~ nyeh heh heh so stay tune !!!!
need to hurry take a shower and jump to my bed  coz is my first day working at the gallery laaaterrrr ~~~ !!!!
WISH ME LUCK HUMANZZZZ !!!!

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Cambridge ~

Yesterday Me and the Lew sisters went to Cambridge because of the Anglia Ruskin University open day ~ 

Cambridge is really nice ~ but if I got an offer from London College of Fashion I will accept that offer ~

If I got rejected, I will be on my way to Cambridge =) 

Yunny said we have to arrive at Kings Cross at 9.45 a.m ~ I went to bed at 3 and woke up at 7.30 a.m

waking up that early in the morning on Saturdays is really killing me, I know although most every Saturday I woke up at 7a.m for curricular activities shits and stuff during my high school years, but hey it was nearly 2-3 years ago ! I'm really so not a morning person man ~

 Decided to go for much neutral and natural make up but end up at the end of the day my make up had turned into shit, bcoz the contact lens I was wearing was hurting my eyes like fuck ...

so reached at Kings Cross at 9.45 am without being late ~  show off*I am never late*

and I had bread with cheese and ham which was made by Xinny ~ it was very sunny, I am absolutely glad that I brought my shades with me bcoz the sun here in the UK really hurts my eyes ~

I absoultely love train rides with frenz bcoz it is absolutely fun ! with the chatting/blabber/laughter/jokes/ excitement/snacks

the snacks not shiok enough .... next time gonna buy burger king/upper crust lolx !!!!

the train was absolutely warm bcoz of the the heater ~ I was really dying then when I accidently lean on the window I was like "omg heaaaveeeeeeeen ~~~ the window is really cold"

lolx !!! when we get off the train, I took off my coat coz I was really warm, and then xinny said "wah 阿姐,你是什么大明星 ?" OMG ~ happy sei ngor ~ LOLX !!!!

 we grab a cab and went to Anglia Ruskin for the open day and the fashion tutor she recognise me ~~ she said "I'm seeing you on September am I right ?" =D

so after the open day we went to the centre of Cambridge to meet Yunny's fren Chloe ~ when we were camwhoring on the way there's this coat fur bitch scolding us loud "Can we please fucking pass those people who is fucking pissing off my fucking brain !?" are we blocking the way ? hell no, please the lane was big enough for you to pass by, or cant you said the word "EXCUSE ME ?" there's only 2 words for you to say !!!! rather than swearing at us n say 15 words ??? these people really disgust me .... yes I do swear ~ but I dont swear at people who didnt offend me or facing such small matter ...

*pull the triger and bang her twice*

so I said "nah we dont have to care about them, basically they dont know what MANNERS is"

" Ou look she's holding a branded Ted Baker bag, but unfortunately it dosen't match her standard."

so we were walking behind them, and I decided to run past them bcoz I dun wanna follow their tails ~

so when we ran past them we gave them the finger ~ heh heh heh ~

so we reached the centre of Cambridge and we were waiting for Yunny's dear fren chloe ~

for the people who I first met I usually give them a handshake, but chloe gave me a hug ~ she is an open minded sweet girl with grudges, we went to chloe's fav restaurant, me and chloe had a one to one conversation and had a cigarette while waiting for the food to arrive ...

 me and yunny walking down the lane ~

 

 

~ I really do love cambridge ~

 

well I am the oldest within the group ~ so I did the order for the lil rascals ~

*chicken caesar salad

*Lasagna

*chicken bbq melts

*apple cranberry strawberry crumble with vanilla ice-cream 

drinks :

 

cocktail blue lagoon

me and xinny ~

so yea after lunch unfortunate for chloe she needs to go back to her dad's restaurant bcoz it was busy ~ so she left early, after that we have to head back to London bcoz Yunny need to unlock the door for those rich boarding school bastards who are currently staying at their place ~

and I was like what ~ we paid £22 and we went to cambridge for only like what 3 hours ??!!!!

but no can do, must head back ~ so we decided to go to Cambridge again next week ~

some more candid shots before heading back to London ~

I like this pic ~~ bcoz made me celeb kindna feel ~ LOL ! omg I know I'm so vain .... ZzzZZzZZZ

so we headback to London luuuu T^T

I'm getting hugely in love with studs and futuristic punk fashion ~

so I bought this futuristic shade at ebay 

I wanna buy the one with studs and everything and unfortunately it cost for like £25 ~ £25 for a shade ? no way man ~ as you can see I'm really poor, how can I actually pay £25 for a shaaade !!!?

meh so I bought this sungalsses and add the studs myself ~

my camwhore moments :

 

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so on Wednesday I got an interview with the Saatchi Gallery for an internship .... the interview did went smoothly and the interviewer seems to like me, but will I get the offer ?

I really dont know ~ if I didnt get it all I can say is "ou well at least I've done my best ^^"

simple and clean make up for the interview ~

ok that's all for now ~ will find some more great inspiration to blog ~ aikzzzzz

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I'm 21 now ... eeek

I am 21 for 8 days ~ I cant complain bcoz I'm really satisfied this year's burfday celebration

there was 2 scenes for my burfday celebration

1 is romantic

2 is happy and I'm really bless ~

scene 1 :

I met this guy, his name is Mr.Q, his from china and he is 23 years old ... how I met him ? well lets just say fren's of fren ... 

2-3 days before my burfday, he called me and asked me whether I'm home and alone on Wednesday, and indeed I was so I said yes ... on Wednesday midnight (so basically that will be Thursday), he called and he said there's a delivery for me, when I opened the door there he was, standing, holding the cutest burfday cake with mini firework candle ... he is the first guy who will did this for me, he finished his work and quickly rush to my place and be the first one to celebrate with me and yes I was touched .... but unfortunately he is not the guy who I hope for .... but better than nothing, at least there's someone who was there for me ... we started to communicate and hang out more, I know loads of dirt about him but my feelings towards him is very complicated ... and yes I'm really confused ... I just got out of a relationship, I no longer have the courage ....  who can be the key to unlock my heart and soul to love again ? 

he is good and everything, I always laugh and smile when I'm with him .... 

but to be honest I'm scared, I'm scared that I will get hurt again ....I no longer can have that kind of pressure within me .... it was really bad, so bad until I wish I can cry and puke my heart out and die ....

I wish there's a book that have the answers to everything ~

anyway wanna see what he gave me ? =)

is a friends forever bear cake ^^

a cake/chocolate/ a card ^^, what more can I ask for =)

and yes ofcoz I camwhore with my burfday cake ... camwhore is a must lolx !!

On Friday, The Lew family decided to have burfday dinner with me ^^ and we went to a Korean restaurant Assa =))

my outfit of the day was :

coloured snake skin top, size 16 at river island

and yes it was my latest purchase =)) this cost me £10, it was on SALE !

besides the colours, this is what I like about this top ~

The accessories I wore :

my tissot watch and turquoise green-ish ring

diamante skull ring and buckled bracelet

camwhore of the moment :

I wear black for too long and too much, so I decided to wear some colours but something not vivid

me & the Lew family

I know Yunny is blur in this picture but I really do like the effect on her

me & Yunny

me & Xinny

me & Lew Mama

the om nom nomz ~ :

sea food hot pot

Korean Rice Cake

Kimchi Fried Rice

Fried dumplings

Kimchi Pan cake

Diet Coke, lolx !

Da jie took me to a Japanese restaurant to have sushi on my burfday !!! and yes she bought me atas coklat as my burfday pressie ~ !!!! *I know I sound so Malaysian*

Hamster is a major sweet heart bcoz she also gave me something on my burfday ~

a handmade card and a necklace from her ~ isn't she sweet ~~~~

I really do love it so much, what matters is the heart, this is the stuff that I appreciate the most ..

thank you hamster !!!!!! <3

so this is the end of my burfday blog post, now I'm gonna blog about the stuff that I bought recently ...

2 weeks ago I went to north London (Turnpike Lane) bcoz I want to build up my CV

and BIG but tiny sis saw this "hiring voluntary" notice at TRAID

TRAID is a charity shop that sells clothes but the money will be giving to people who had aids or those who are in need ... so I dropped my CV and decided to look at the shops ... trust the stuff there is sooooo major cheap and is very good in quality ~ so I bought this corset studded dress and when I try it on at Yunny's place it was too big for me and the dress is a size 10 ... basically my boobs are too small for the dress ... so I wanna exchange it to a size 8 ... Yunny decided to tag along bcoz she wants to do some cheapskate shopping with me as well ...

so yea this is the studded corset dress that I bought and fabric is in such good quality

and this cost me only £3 ... I know right .... absolute madness

I will definitely pair it up with my snake skin leather jacket to show some edgy style of me

*and yes my boobs are too small for this dress as well* haizzzzzz

 

Yunny bought for me this bracelet ... in a proper shop they will sell it for £15++

but this only cost £1

bought this denim like top and it cost me only £5

knit + leather jacket for only £10

and yes I bought something for the youngest sister

a floral jacket dress/marilyn monroe t-shirt = turnpike lane

hair clip = top shop

sticker note book = paperchase *bought by BIG but tiny sis*

bought this leopard furry hat for only £3 ~ !!!!! how crazy is that ~

accessories from topshop = the buckle bracelet cost me £1.50 (RRP 14)

double finger ring £1.50 ( RRP £9)

the measurement tape ring £8.90 (made me vomit blood, I forgot to check the price)

the black one is my old long sleeves t-shirt that I bought 2 years ago, I just had the passion to modify things recently, so instead of placing the scarf, I actually stitched it on ^^ 

do you remember this t-shirt at my previous blog post? and I've mentioned that I will show you lot that I modified it ...

yep this is what I did to it ^^

bought a USB memory stick, bcoz I lost the one that baba gave it to me

bought it at ebay and is only £6 for 8GB

bought a military hat that I've craved for ages ever since I watched the movie Coraline 

Coraline is definitely my favourite animated movie at all time ~

bcoz the military hat is too plain and I still like to show my punk edgy style
, so I've bought this golden skull brooch and this will be added at the middle of the hat ~

camwhore with the hat, with my casual homey outfit ~

 

me with my proper coat and make up coz was going out to meet someone ^^

okay, finally finished blogging ~ I wanna go to shower and then bed ~

DING DO LONG CHIANG !!!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE ~ !!!!!!!!

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